I believe she's happy... as a friend to HJ, definitely she's worried and would want her friend to be spared from the scandal... but yeah.. they are not together, or not anymore so lets just pray and hope the best for them individually.. a reason for me to wake up from the deep sleep of a make-belief that they're together. The news, whether its true or not is a blessing in disguise.. at least now, its clear that nothing is happening between them...or none at all... this too will spare us from getting hurt and expecting much... thank you for the great memories JoongBo couple... to the world!
HwangBuin- Shilling: i loved, only to fall by kitzjc
My eyes hurt that I cannot blink. Not even for a millisecond. Who knows what may happen when I blink? I have to watch myself, I need to observe. Yet I cannot bring myself to meet his eyes. I cannot even face him. But I need to know where he is or what he is doing. If only I know what he is thinking... I want to know whether he is looking at me, or whether his position has changed. I want to know, but I dont dare glance. He moves and every muscle in my body stiffens in anticipation. If he touches me, I will bolt out of here. I cannot give him a piece of me. Not even a word from me. I cannot hurt. Has it always been this way?
I try to remember. Of course it has. Memories flood me, tears on every meeting. Or I get numb with indifference. Sometimes I feel that he only brings pain. I wish he wont ask to meet with me again. He's like a macabre prince who goes around finding me only to make my world crumble. And I am like that helpless princess who relentlessly search for something or someone who can sustain me. But every time I think I have already found what it is I am looking, I fall.
For once, I wished I was deaf. For once I hated whoever created sound. I only wish to hear the muffling of the iron curtain. I want to press the rewind button of happiness. If only it were yesterday, I would ask him, "Take me." and he will answer "Yes." Without second thoughts. But it has long pass me by.
I examine my conscience. The anger explodes. I seek refuge in this twisted likeness of hating him and why realization comes a hundred days in delay. I wish realization comes right after confession of feelings. I wish realization is synonymous to reciprocity. "No", I FINALLY answered. With that answer comes the promise not to regret and not to look back.
Guilt. I wish I were a sponge, always ready to absorb his flaws, misery and shortcomings whenever he comes for forgiveness. If only I were a well that never runs out of love to fill him or any person for that matter. Or a cushion that is always ready to plunge the needles of hurt, frustration and anger in myself caused by people, I remain stoic. I wish I were all that superhuman. But I am lowly creature who tries to camouflage herself into the strength of illusions and make believe that she can be impenetrable. Only I was born with a fragile heart....
Thank you for the great memories Ssanchu Bobo... Love you both! Farewell to this World...
HB will always be happy whoever she's with....She's love by many people because of her warmed personality and golden heart....
The HJ scandal shocked most of us Joongboers even though there's no confirmation yet I feel sad that Joongbo love story had come to an end.....I wished them both happiness and success....To the world.....
feel deeply SAD cause this incident...love you so much HJ, why ure doing this to us ??? For HB i always believe that ure always shine..love u to so much T_T
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Love her, and want her to be happy...
I believe she's happy... as a friend to HJ, definitely she's worried and would want her friend to be spared from the scandal... but yeah.. they are not together, or not anymore so lets just pray and hope the best for them individually.. a reason for me to wake up from the deep sleep of a make-belief that they're together. The news, whether its true or not is a blessing in disguise.. at least now, its clear that nothing is happening between them...or none at all... this too will spare us from getting hurt and expecting much... thank you for the great memories JoongBo couple... to the world!
I agree... To the World... goodbye :)
HwangBuin- Shilling: i loved, only to fall by kitzjc
My eyes hurt that I cannot blink. Not even for a millisecond. Who knows what may happen when I blink? I have to watch myself, I need to observe. Yet I cannot bring myself to meet his eyes. I cannot even face him. But I need to know where he is or what he is doing. If only I know what he is thinking... I want to know whether he is looking at me, or whether his position has changed. I want to know, but I dont dare glance. He moves and every muscle in my body stiffens in anticipation. If he touches me, I will bolt out of here. I cannot give him a piece of me. Not even a word from me. I cannot hurt. Has it always been this way?
I try to remember. Of course it has. Memories flood me, tears on every meeting. Or I get numb with indifference. Sometimes I feel that he only brings pain. I wish he wont ask to meet with me again. He's like a macabre prince who goes around finding me only to make my world crumble. And I am like that helpless princess who relentlessly search for something or someone who can sustain me. But every time I think I have already found what it is I am looking, I fall.
For once, I wished I was deaf. For once I hated whoever created sound. I only wish to hear the muffling of the iron curtain. I want to press the rewind button of happiness. If only it were yesterday, I would ask him, "Take me." and he will answer "Yes." Without second thoughts. But it has long pass me by.
I examine my conscience. The anger explodes. I seek refuge in this twisted likeness of hating him and why realization comes a hundred days in delay. I wish realization comes right after confession of feelings. I wish realization is synonymous to reciprocity. "No", I FINALLY answered. With that answer comes the promise not to regret and not to look back.
Guilt. I wish I were a sponge, always ready to absorb his flaws, misery and shortcomings whenever he comes for forgiveness. If only I were a well that never runs out of love to fill him or any person for that matter. Or a cushion that is always ready to plunge the needles of hurt, frustration and anger in myself caused by people, I remain stoic. I wish I were all that superhuman. But I am lowly creature who tries to camouflage herself into the strength of illusions and make believe that she can be impenetrable. Only I was born with a fragile heart....
Thank you for the great memories Ssanchu Bobo... Love you both! Farewell to this World...
she looks happy and beautiful as always. so the girl is mighty fine with or without HJ simply because she is HWANG BO HYE JUNG!
HB will always be happy whoever she's with....She's love by many people because of her warmed personality and golden heart....
The HJ scandal shocked most of us Joongboers even though there's no confirmation yet I feel sad that Joongbo love story had come to an end.....I wished them both happiness and success....To the world.....
feel deeply SAD cause this incident...love you so much HJ, why ure doing this to us ??? For HB i always believe that ure always shine..love u to so much T_T
I agreed, she should be happy!!
I think we should all just realize what they had in WGM should be left in WGM days. I like them both as individual stars.
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