Monday, January 3, 2011

what could've been.

"We're now getting closer..
And I'm starting to show her things one by one..
But the time is...it's not that it's disappearing..
but I keep thinking that it's running out..
Like.."if only we had gotten closer faster..."
I kept thinking..."

With the arrival of the New Year, there is always a set of resolutions to accompany it.  Like most of you, I have the typical ones, spend less...save more, don't go crazy on shoes, read more books, watch less Korean dramas, try not to kill Tommy, you know, the basics.  But the biggest resolution I have this year, I learned from HJ & HB.  Though their time together was brief, they taught me a lot.  Even though they knew their days together were numbered, it didn't stop them from being...them.  They broke each others barrier and were able to express their feelings a little more honestly and a bit more freely.  Yes, they had their quiet nostalgic moments but they still laughed, they still played, they still enjoyed each others company but most of all they learned to appreciate each other. 
This year, I will try my very best to live without regrets.  I will think less and do more.  I will learn to enjoy the small moments, laugh a little, smile a lot and I will definitely appreciate my company more.  Because honestly, I don't want to look back at the end of the year and mourn over "what could have been."